Dedicated to those in Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you
And i lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'cause i'll doze off safe and soundly
But i'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'cause i wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'til i look at my hands and feel sad
'cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though i haven't slept in two days
'cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When i think of you i don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone i don't feel so alone

As many times as i blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And i'll forget the world that i knew
But i swear i won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling i wish you were here

Now I know what it means to run further than I can. To go beyond myself. This time, I will run far.

Understanding HOLIDAY

Why does it hurt each time I think about it?

Teach me anew

Savior I come
Quiet my soul remember
Redemptions hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross

You were as I
Tempted and trialed
You are
Te word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now you're risen

To your heart
To your heart
Lead me to your heart
Lead me to your heart

Under the weather

The Lord answered Moses, “Is the Lord’s arm too short? You will now see whether or not what I say will come true for you.” (Numbers 11:23, NIV)

I finally understood what it feels like to know and experience that God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
For all good things in the world, my health determines how I can enjoy these blessings of God. For now, I am under the weather but I know I will recover and be back on track for the good things that God will lavish on me in His most gracious LOVE.

I love you Jesus.