The other side of things

Make it lighter Just for you and me Slower, It seems Why it appears and goes away Couldn't believe it was happening all again. There is so much one can have Plunge in Blow it away Stay on All night waiting and it's alright.

Disappointed

Forgive yourself.

It is April.

Someone said, "Empty your cup and start anew." It will still be a nightmare if I do not empty my cup. I have come so far in this recovery journey. And I have opened my eyes to many things, new and/or old around. It scares me greatly that I cannot re-enact the happy of the past, perhaps more than what had happened to me. I am closing my eyes and telling myself I am not sure. The morning sky today feels cold to begin with. The winds blow, as though bringing winter nearer. It is April now, I keep on keeping on.