private thoughts.university life

Hell broke loose for us today, haven’t spend much time being clowny and corny since school started for us. Maybe the e learning week does help to release some stress from our bodies pelted by all the work from the vicious cycle of school. I enjoyed myself thoroughly with mei, jen, and jon at jurong point kfc after lessons tonight. In fact, today’s art class brought back many fond memories from the past two years of art in NIE. Just listening to the music, viewing the cd sleeves that we have created just makes me miss art making even more. Where has all our zesty creativity gone to? Suppressed treacherously by the amount of academic assignments? Because we are simply wage slaves? Where has the fun of university life gone to? And our crappy jokes. It did revive abit today. I wonder what makes me think of training the monkeys at bukit timah nature reserve to do massage. I do have quite a stretch of imagination I guess. I need that space to dream, a break from reality so that when there sunshine shines upon my ankle, I will be abit happier. A little laughter, I will then not be lost in my writings. A little prayer, I will then have a more cheerful look. And if I can accelerate a bit more of my life, I want to finish my degree, study my masters, get married and have my first kid. Not to say I have so grown used to the fragrance of your body. But I know, my future is secure in His hands which I can only trust.